Saturday, April 7, 2012

Living with Pain

I sometimes wonder why I keep doing everything I do.  I wake up and feel like crap because I had to eat pizza and wings last night.  Knowing that I would wake up this way I still did it.  Then after that I know I have a ten mile run that is going to hurt because I tore some cartilidge in my knee but yet I get my gear on and go for a run.
So now I feel good because I got my run in but now will probably hurt more because of it.  I don't know if it is the OCD of wanting to train non stop or if I'm just crazy.  At least I know I'll have some time off when I get my ostomy reversed, that sounds like a blast don't it.

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